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Hugh Hefner’s Ex Holly Madison Reveals ‘Disgusting’ S** Act She ‘Hated’ With Playboy Mogul

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16:37 05 May 2025

Updated: 17:09 05 May 2025


Hugh Hefner’s ex Holly Madison has revealed the ‘disgusting’ s** act she hated doing.

Madison offered new insight into her time as one of Hugh Hefner’s girlfriends, candidly sharing the aspects of their relationship that made her uncomfortable.

Speaking on the In Your Dreams podcast with Owen Thiele, the former Girls Next Door star opened up about her intimate experiences with the Playboy founder.

During the podcast, Madison also touched on the significant age gap between Hefner and his girlfriends.

“I think everybody has this real horror story of how gross an old man’s body must be,” she said.

Despite frequent online ridicule, including comments like ‘Oh, old balls,’ Madison pushed back on the stereotype, stating: “Maybe some people’s balls do get old and nasty, but I’ve never seen such a thing.”

She hinted that dim lighting may have softened her perspective, adding: “All cats are grey in the dark.”

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Hugh Hefner’s ex Holly Madison has revealed the ‘disgusting’ s** act she hated doing. Credit: Alamy

Reflecting on the end of her relationship with Hefner, which lasted from 2001 to 2008, Madison described a moment when she discovered a folder on her side of the bed while packing to leave.

“Everybody knew I was the biggest snoop in the house, so I looked at it,” she admitted. The folder contained Hefner’s will.

“He was leaving me $3 million,” Madison revealed, describing it as both ‘kind of sad’ and a ‘lowkey bribe’ meant to encourage her to stay.

She also opened up about the lack of autonomy she felt while living at the mansion, saying she had ‘zero control.’

“You didn’t know who was showing up, who was going to be in the bedroom the next day and I just wanted to be prepared,” she said, explaining her habit of snooping.

In earlier interviews, Madison has shared that Hefner controlled her finances and restricted her from earning independently.

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Madison offered new insight into her time as one of Hugh Hefner’s girlfriends, candidly sharing the aspects of their relationship that made her uncomfortable. Credit: Alamy

Madison also revealed the bedroom activity she hated doing with Hef.

“Well, it’s a very different story between when we were just by ourselves than with everybody else in the room,” she explained.

Madison was blunt about her distaste for group activity at the Playboy Mansion, saying: “Everybody else in the room, no. That was disgusting. I hated it. I made it very known I hated it.”

However, she described one-on-one time with Hefner as being ‘a lot more normal than you would think.’

Since leaving the mansion, Madison has built a career in television, hosting shows such as The Playboy Murders and Lethally Blonde.

Now a mother of two, she keeps her past out of reach from her children, Forest and Rainbow.

“They don’t know anything about it… You never know with kids how you’re going to explain anything until it comes up,” she said.

Hugh Hefner passed away in 2017 at the age of 91.

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